I just don't understand.
Is it better to escape from what you are supposed to do, and at the same time, escape from all the criticisms?
Or is it better to face up to reality, admit to what you lack in, and get all the unwanted criticisms?
If the latter is better, then why don't I feel better?
Why do I have such a hard time convincing myself?
Why can't someone understand?
Or maybe, I should escape after all.
{autumngardens}
